I wish I could do go back in time and fix whatever was broken but I can't. I never wanted to do anything to make you choose to leave me, I am so sorry. Your love is incredible and I miss it so much. I wish so much that you will return and allow me repair what I broke with you. Everyday is empty and painful, some think I will get over this but I know I won't, I will try and move on with the plans that i made for us and see what happens. I wish that there were things I could show and tell you to give you the opportunity to see certain truths but you will see. I am going to hate you getting hurt worst then I ever could, its not my place to explain with out you wanting to know but just watch everything around you see what is really going on, there is so much that you don't know.
Ultimately the only thing you need to know is that I will always love you and be there, where ever you are I will be there. Loving you is still my first desire, you loving me is my hope. Some how in some way all of this will be made right.
Loving you forever Mai!
Dionte
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I am very familiar with this couple and the seemed to be very much in love. For a man to work as hard as he did and love his woman as much as he does I dont understand why this happened. They are the perfect couple and I hope that she will come back. They are a very popular people and well respected by many that knows them.
I know its hard but try your best and keep your head up, hopefully yall will reunite and work through this and be the way you are suppose to be.
I have a question, has anyone gotten intouch with her. I know them also and this is all so strange. I have been know them sense before they have been together and they ARE the perfect couple and deserve each other. It seem to be something else going on because she did love him and wouldn't want him to be as sick as he is now, we know her to be a better woman than that. Hey D please try and believe that you will see her again, dont do anything that will jeopardize that. We all here love you and her
what the hell is this, how did this shit get on my search engine? i must admit this is a good read but so fucking depressing. hey dude take my advice fck the dumb btch!! why are you taking this shit so hard. if she ever loved you at all at anytime she would have tried to work things out but from reading your sad ass blog she aint worth it. most women {girls} are not woman enough to tell the truth and work things out then make you look like you are the bad guy when its really them fcking around and being hoes. get that dumb btch out your system and be a fcking man. you cant luv them hoes just step your game up pmp
Hey man, I hope you are doing ok. Wish there was something I could do or say to get you passed this. I know how much you love her but you have to realize that she stopped loving you along time ago for her to be this heartless toward you. Face it, no matter how much you love her or how much you do she does not want it for whatever reason, she really don't know how easy and lucky she truly had it with you. Sometimes us women are selfish in these ways. You have to start taking care of yourself and truthfully forget about Mai, now you know she was never worth all that you did for her. Sorry for being kind of harsh but she fucked you over big time and that was so wrong!!!!!! Trust in the fact that she will get hers in the worst way.
She fooled all of us, even though you and I fell out you dont deserve what you are going thru, I read on real hip hop about you being in the hospital and I felt bad for how I treated you and all you tried to do is help me and I am paying for that now. Do what you can to forget Mai she think she is in a better place but there is alot she don't know about who she is with but it will all come out then you will see karma doing its job!!!!
I wish you the best and I apologize for everything that I have done. I hope you get out that hospital soon.
Take Care xoxo
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